Ang hindi matapos tapos na pag ikot ng Ferris Wheel : Ang Pagsisimula Ep. 5

Nagpatalo ako sa aking takot, binayaan kong lamunin ako nito ng buo. Hinadlangan nya akong sabihin ang aking nararamdaman para kay Aika. Yinaya ko ulit si Aika na sumakay pero parang hindi na sya papayag. Buti na lang ay nakita namin ang isa nyang kaibigan at yinaya nila kaming sumakay muli sa Ferris wheel. Ng kami at nasa pataas na, tinanong nya ko kung takot daw ba ako sa matataas dahil nakita nyang kapit na kapit ako sa hawakan. Ang nasabi ko na lang ay "I crush you". Tinatanong ko ang sarili ko kung anong nasabi ko? Parang gusto kong tumalon mula sa tuktok ng Ferris Wheel para matapos na ang lahat. Buti na lang ay napigilan nya ako ng sabihin nyang "Alam ko.", nagulat ako ng sobra. Hindi nagtagal at lumipas ang mga buwan ay mas lalo pa kaming nagkakilala at nag kamabutihan. sa ngayon ay dalawang taon na kami nagmamahalan. Hindi dito nag tatapos ang aming kwento.

Ang hindi matapos tapos na pag ikot ng Ferris Wheel : Ang Pagsisimula Ep. 4

Sa nakita ko sa kanyang muka ay parang nawalan sya ng gana. Meron na sana akong tsansang yayain syang sumayaw pero pinalampas ko lang ito dahil sa duduwag duwag ako. Nag daan ang mga araw, napansin at naramdaman kong parang nag iba ang aming pagtitinginan. Lagi ng awkward ang aming pag uusap. Dahil nga sa wala akong lakas kausapin sya, sa mga kaibigan nya ako nagsabi ng mga nararamdaman ko. Tinanong ko kung may problema ba si Aika. Sinagot nila ako ng isang bagay "May gusto sayo si Aika!". Nagulantang ako na parang hindi ko alam kung anong ngyayari. Nagulat ako, para bang hinuhulog ako sa mataas na lugar. Umalis na lang ako ng hindi nag sasalita ng kung ano.. Dahil dito nagkaroon ako ng lakas ng loob. Ang problema ko na lang ay kung paano, saan at kailan ko sasabihin sa knya.

March 13, 2008. May contest na kung saan ay kasali si Aika. Hindi ko sya napanood sumayaw dahil may importante pa akong kailangan gawin. Nagtanong ako sa mga kakilala nya kung Nakita ba nila si Aika. Nasa gym sila ng kanyang mga ka Grupo. Di na ako nag alinlangan. Sigurado na ako sa gagawin ko. Pinuntahan ko sya at sabay sabing "Hoy!". Ito ang karaniwan naming batian, kumbaga hello para saming dalawa. Sandaling pag uusap ang naganap. Hinugot ko na lahat ng lakas ko sa buong katawan para sabihin, pero kahit anong gawin ko hirap pa rin ako. Yinaya ko n lang sya sa Ferris Wheel para sumakay. Bigla kong naisip kung ano ba itong ginagawa ko, TAKOT AKO SA MATATAAS, bakit sa Ferris Wheel ko pa sya yinaya, di ko ba alam. Andito na, aatras pa ba ko? Buti na lang ay meron akong apat na ticket dahil may additional at bonus grade daw pag bumili. Nagkakahiyaan pa kaming sumakay sa ferris wheel dahil nga sa kaming dalawa lang ang magiging magkatabi sa taas nito. Pero sa tuwing magkatabi kami, parang kaming dalawa lang din ang tao sa mundo. Inalalayan ko syang umakyat sabay tanggi nya. Nung unang pag sakay namin ay walang masyadong nangyaring usapan dahil sa hindi ako mapakali dahil sa sobrang taas ng aming kinauupuan. Halos yakapin ko ang lupa pagkababa namin. Hindi ako nakontento sa ngyari.

Ang hindi matapos tapos na pag ikot ng Ferris Wheel : Ang Pagsisimula Ep. 3

Di namin maiwasang mag katinginan at magkausap dala na rin ng kabagutan sa klase. Napagusapan namin isang beses ang tungkol sa akin. Magkaibigan pala sila ng dati kong ka eskwela na si Ecka. Sa tuwing nag kakasalubong kami sa paaralan ni Ecka lagi raw syang kasama noon. Kaya dati pa raw nya ako kilala. Nagulat ako sa sinabi nyang yon. Hindi ko naman kase sya nakikita..

Lumipas ang mga araw, nag kamabutihan kaming dalawa. Mas napadalas ang aming usapan. Isang araw ay biglang wala sya sa kanyang kinauupuan, sa aking tabi,may naramdaman ako na parang hinahanap hanap ko sya. Tinanong ko ang pinakamalapit nyang kaibigan kung nasaan sya ang sabi nya ay ndi rin daw nya alam kung asan sya.. Kinabukasan ay pumasok na sya, tinanong ko kung saan sya galing, masama raw ang pakiramdam nya kahapon kaya sya lumiban sa klase. Doon na ako tinamaan na parang kidlat. Di man sigurado ay alam kong may nararamdaman ako sa kanya.

Dumaan ang mga linggo, mas lalo ko pa itong naramdaman. Nagiisip ako ng paraan para masabi ko sa kanya ang aking panig. Kelangan nyang malaman ito.

Nung linggong iyon ay maraming event sa school, dahil narin sa nalalapit na foundation day. Meron kaming inorganize na event na parang Prom sa high school. Dahil nga sa organizers kami bawal kami makipag socialize sa mga kakilala namin. Pero nakakuha ako ng pagkakataon para hanapin si Aika. Malayo pa lang ay natanaw ko na sya.. Hindi ko alam kung saan ako kukuha ng lakas ng loob. Ang tangi ko na lang nasabi sa kanya ay magtanong kung nasaan ang iba naming kaklase.

Ang hindi matapos tapos na pag ikot ng Ferris Wheel : Ang Pagsisimula Ep. 2

First year ako sa college nung ngyari ito. Nasa college ako nung makilala ko si Aika. Hindi man sya gaanong kagandahan ay litaw parin sa karamihan. Iba ang kanyang appeal, mapapansin mo agad sya. Nung una ay walang pumasok sa aking isip na kung ano man ang aming magiging hinaharap, dahil nga first year ako ang nasa isip ko pa lang noon ay pag-aaral upang ako'y makatapos agad nang makatulong na sa magulang.

Dumating ang panahon, kelangan na namin ayusin ang aming sitting arrangement upang mas madali ang pag check ng aming attendance. Dahil sa hindi kalinawan ang aking mga mata, nakiusap ako sa aming guro na ako'y paupuin sa harap para mas madali akong makasabay sa klase. Pagka lawak- lawak at pag ka dami-dami kung saan ako pwedeng paupuin ng aming guro ay mismong sa tabi ni Aika. Lumipas ang mga araw na kami ay mag katabi.

Ang hindi matapos tapos na pag ikot ng Ferris Wheel : Simula 1

Kung ako ang tatanungin, masyado akong maraming kinatatakutan. Isa na ron ang Acrophobia, ang pagiging matatakutin sa matataas na lugar. Nang-inginig ang aking mga tuhod nag papawis ang buong katawan, nan lalambot ang aking mga kamay isipin ko palang ang mga matataas na lugar. Maliit man ang posibilidad na ako'y mahulog, kinakabahan pa rin ako.

Isa ang Ferris Wheel sa mga nakaka enganyong atraksyon sa mga karnabal. Imposibleng palampasin ang mga ganitong bagay dahil taunan ka lang makakakita ng ganito.

Sa aming paaralan, taunang dumarating ang mga ganitong makinarya.Marami at iba't iba ang pwede mong sakyan. Maaliw ka sa dami ng kulay nito.

Ako nga pala si Baste. Masiyahin, palakaibigan, normal lang ang mga marka sa skwela pero masusi kung magisip.

Today!

Today


Today today.. Right now is today..
But if it's tomorrow then now is yesterday..
when it's tomorrow then you say yesterday then it's today..
Past is a treasure.. Tomorrow is a Mystery Today is a Gift..

That's why it's called present.

Mr.Brightside - The Killer Lyrics

I'm coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss

Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

And I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control

Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside


I'm coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss

Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

Cause I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control

Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside

I never...
I never...
I never...
I never...

Sa totoo lang...

Kausapin mo sya bago sya pa ang magmakaawa sayo.

Ang babae

Wag mo syang papakawalan kung di mo sya kayang makita may kasamang Iba.

Ang pagibig..

Ang Pag ibig ay hindi nawawala
ito ay nagbabago lamang ng anyo..

-baste

No Love song can describe our love story

Nothing can describe my love for you.

.....

Baket ba ganito ang aking buhay?
Gusto ko magkaroon ng sarilo kong bahay.
Kahit anong sipag at tiyaga ko
parang suntok sa buwan parin ang mga hinaharap ko.

mga dinadaan ko ay sunod-sunod na pagsubok..
ang naiisip ko na lang baril sa ulo ko itutok.
baket ndi pa matapos ang lahat..
nabibigatan na ako sa aking buhat-buhat

o kay tagal ko ng nagsusumikap
unti-unti na akong nawawalan ng pangarap.
bakit ganito na sa panahon ngayon.
walang mararating kung walang pera, kahit mag aral ka pa buong maghapon.

pero hindi ako susuko sa laban,
mag aaral hangang sa dulo ng walang hanggan.
gusto kong buhay ipagpatuloy..
makakawala ako rin ako sa kumunoy.

walang bagay ang hindi nagwawakas
kasama na ron ang aking malas.
alam kong matatapos ang lahat ng ito.
pero siguradong may magsisimulang panibago.

Laruin nyo naman to..

http://apps.facebook.com/basteorc/?target=home

Fliptop Battles

Lately, Rapping has been gaining my attention. I saw this awesome video that inspired me to create Rhythmic pieces. Here's the link before you click this I'll remind you that some of the lines/lyric contained in the video might offend you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0eJm70U0TiE

The link is about 2 guys Rap Battling. Both of them are just too awesome not to be credited and not to be watched. They're Dello and Target. Even though Dello won & Target lost, I still admire them both because of their Sharp minds and feisty tongue.

Disclaimer: I do not own the video. fliptopbattles has all the rights of the video.

Cute without the E Lyrics with Tabs - Taking Back Sunday

This song is just so awesome, so awesome that nothing can be compared to it. All credits go to ultimate-guitar.com and Jody Payne who wrote the tab.

Cute without the E - Taking Back Sunday

| / slide up
| \ slide down
| h hammer-on
| p pull-off
| ~ vibrato
| + harmonic
| x Mute note
| * Palm Mute

Tuning: Standard

Guitar 1: Eddie Reyes (Lead)
Guitar 2: Fred Mascherino (Rhythm)

Intro:
Guitar 1 (No Guitar 2)

(0:00-0:09) x2
e|--------------------------------|
B|--0---0-------0-----------------|
G|--4---4---4---4-----------------|
D|--2---2---2---2-----------------|
A|--4---0---2---1-----------------|
E|--------------------------------|

Verse:
Guitar 1 (Repeat 6 times)
(0:10-0:38) x6
e|-----------------|-----------------|-----------------|---------------------|
B|-----------------|-----------------|-----------------|---------------------|
G|---------4-4---4-|---------4-4---4-|---------4-4---4-|---------------------|
D|-----2-------2---|-----2-------2---|-----2-------2---|-----1---2-1---1-----|
A|-4-4---4---------|-0-0---0---------|-2-2---2---------|-2-2---2-----2-------|\
E|-----------------|-----------------|-----------------|---------------------| \
PM * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * \
\ Verse
Guitar 2 (Repeat 6 times) /
(0:10-0:38) x6 /
e|---------------------------------------------------------------------------| /
B|---------------------------------------------------------------------------|/
G|--66666666--22222222-------------------------------------------------------|
D|--66666666--22222222--99999999--99999999-----------------------------------|
A|--44444444--00000000--99999999--99999999-----------------------------------|
E|----------------------77777777--77777777-----------------------------------|
PM ******** ******** ******** ********

Chorus:
Guitars 1 and 2 (Repeat 4 times)
(0:38-0:59)
e|---------------------------------------------------------------------------|
B|---------------------------------------------------------------------------|
G|--66666666--44444444--99999999--22222222-----------------------------------|
D|--66666666--44444444--99999999--22222222-----------------------------------|
A|--44444444--22222222--77777777--00000000-----------------------------------|
E|---------------------------------------------------------------------------|


Verse:
Guitar 1 (Repeat 6 times)
(0:59-1:27) x6
e|-----------------|-----------------|-----------------|---------------------|
B|-----------------|-----------------|-----------------|---------------------|
G|---------4-4---4-|---------4-4---4-|---------4-4---4-|---------------------|
D|-----2-------2---|-----2-------2---|-----2-------2---|-----1---2-1---1-----|
A|-4-4---4---------|-0-0---0---------|-2-2---2---------|-2-2---2-----2-------|\
E|-----------------|-----------------|-----------------|---------------------| \
PM * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * \
\ Verse
Guitar 2 (Repeat 6 times) /
(0:59-1:27) x6 /
e|---------------------------------------------------------------------------| /
B|---------------------------------------------------------------------------|/
G|--66666666--22222222-------------------------------------------------------|
D|--66666666--22222222--99999999--99999999-----------------------------------|
A|--44444444--00000000--99999999--99999999-----------------------------------|
E|----------------------77777777--77777777-----------------------------------|
PM ******** ******** ******** ********

Chorus:
Guitars 1 and 2 (Repeat 4 times)
(1:27-1:48)
e|---------------------------------------------------------------------------|
B|---------------------------------------------------------------------------|
G|--66666666--44444444--99999999--22222222-----------------------------------|
D|--66666666--44444444--99999999--22222222-----------------------------------|
A|--44444444--22222222--77777777--00000000-----------------------------------|
E|---------------------------------------------------------------------------|

Bridge:
Guitar 1 (2 Ways to do this)
**(Listen to the song to here how many times you will repeat this)**
(1:59-2:26)
e|----------------------------| e|----4---4-5-4h5p4-----------|
B|---9---9-10-9h10p9----------|<---I find this way to B|---5---5--------------------|
G|--9---9---------------------| sound better but you G|--4---4---------------------|
D|-9---9----------------------| you may find this--->D|----------------------------|
A|----------------------------| way better A|----------------------------|
E|----------------------------| E|----------------------------|

Bridge:
Guitar 2 (This parts really quiet)
x1 (1:53-2:38) x9
e|-----|-------------------------|
B|-----|-------------------------|
G|--9--|--6--4--9--2-------------|
D|--9--|--6--4--9--2-------------|
A|--7--|--4--2--7--0-------------|
E|-----|-------------------------|

Bridge cont:
Guitar 1
(2:40-2:47)
e|------------------| (Repeated in song, just listen)
B|------------------|
G|------------------|
D|--2-1---2-1-------|
A|-----2-----2------|
E|------------------|

Bridge cont:
Guitar 2
(2:39-2:49) x3
e|----------------|
B|----------------|
G|--6--2--4-------|
D|--6--2--4-------|
A|--4--0--2-------|
E|----------------|

Outro:
Guitar 1
(2:49-3:20) x4 x1
e|----------------------------|-------|
B|--5-4-5-4-5-4-5-4-----------|--10-4-|
G|----------------------------|-------|
D|----------------------------|-------|
A|----------------------------|-------|
E|----------------------------|-------|

Outro:
Guitar 2
(2:50-3:20 i think) x6
e|--------------------------------------------------------------------------|
B|--------------------------------------------------------------------------|
G|--66666666--22222222------------------------------------------------------|
D|--66666666--22222222--99999999--99999999----------------------------------|
A|--44444444--00000000--99999999--99999999----------------------------------|
E|----------------------77777777--77777777----------------------------------|
PM ******** ******** ******** ********

Outro cont.
Guitar 2
End With This
(3:21)
e|----------------------------|
B|----------------------------|
G|--6--2--4~------------------|
D|--6--2--4~------------------|
A|--4--0--2~------------------|
E|----------------------------|


Your lipstick, his collar.. don't bother angel
I know exactly what goes on

When everything you'll get is
Everything that you've wanted, princess
(well which would you prefer)
My finger on the trigger, or
(me face down, down across your floor)
Me face down, down across your floor
(me face down, down across your floor)
Well just so long as this thing's loaded

And will you tell all your friends
You've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
This all was only wishful thinkin
And will you tell all your friends
You've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
This all was only wishful thinkin
Let's go...

Don't bother trying to explain angel
I know exactly what goes on when you're on and
How about I'm outside of your window
(how about I'm outside of your window)
Watchin him keep the details covered
You're such a sucker (you're such a sucker)
For a sweet talker, yeah

And will you tell all your friends
You've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
This all was only wishful thinkin
(the only thing that I regret is that i, I never let you hold me back)
And will you tell all your friends
You've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
This all was only wishful thinkin

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I wil never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know...

Why can't I feel anything
From anyone other than you?
Why can't I feel anything
From anyone other than you?

And all of this was all your fault
And all of this

(I stay jealous)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
For this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
As something larger than life
(she'll destroy us all before she's through
And find a way to blame somebody else)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
For this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
As something larger than life
(she'll destroy us all before she's through
And find a way to blame somebody else)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
For this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
As something larger than life!

First Time Blogging..

Do you remember the first time you met the love of your life? How 'bout your first experience riding a bike? It's the same as your first time blogging.. Your excited and nervous at the same time. You get excited about new experiences and meeting new people, and nervous of what might happen at the same time.

That's what I'm feeling now, my heart pounding my pulse is rising I feel adrenaline flowing all over my body. It's the way you should feel about doing something new. I remember the first time I went to Singapore that's the same way I felt. Well look at the time I need to go, Bye for Now.